Talk:Concentrate Game/@comment-2A00:23C6:3D29:9F00:85D0:CAC4:654C:33E-20190724193725/@comment-2603:900B:A0A:D30F:F851:4D1D:3292:2A8B-20191016001427

Don't. I been through the same thing. I kept living though because I'm too much of a coward and worried if suicide will fail and I end up being supervised 24/7 in mental hospital. Even though my self esteem is very low and have to deal with my narcissist, manipulative parents everyday for over a decade, I am still alive and living because I don't want my parents to win and think for all their lives that I'm a failure and a burden to take care of. They'll probably only be sad that they get no grandchildren and money and watching me grow up. When I was feeling depressed, I think about running away and having some predator kidnap me and kill me because I can't do it myself. When I look back, it was a stupid idea so keep trying to get help please.